I talk to God but the sky is empty...

 I feel numb.
 The wait is interminable – but what comes after?
 Thought bubbles float around my head, glistening in the light and distracting me in the most inconvenient times.
 Is it the company I miss or ….?
 Too many questions, too little time.
 Why can’t we just be rational – no emotions = no expectations = no pain…
 I cannot put down what I want to say – I dare not even confess it here – and its got a chokehold on my sanity.