I talk to God but the sky is empty...
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
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I feel numb.
The wait is interminable – but what comes after?
Thought bubbles float around my head, glistening in the light and distracting me in the most inconvenient times.
Is it the company I miss or ….?
Too many questions, too little time.
Why can’t we just be rational – no emotions = no expectations = no pain…
I cannot put down what I want to say – I dare not even confess it here – and its got a chokehold on my sanity.
The wait is interminable – but what comes after?
Thought bubbles float around my head, glistening in the light and distracting me in the most inconvenient times.
Is it the company I miss or ….?
Too many questions, too little time.
Why can’t we just be rational – no emotions = no expectations = no pain…
I cannot put down what I want to say – I dare not even confess it here – and its got a chokehold on my sanity.
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
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I went off on a diversion, a small side trip. Did not want to make it the journey of my life, neither did I expect it to last long. For all the the best laid plans, life has a way of smacking you in the back of the head when you least want it to. The machismo is alive and kicking, and I cannot let what I feel show.
I miss you. 6 more days. An eternity. After that . . . who knows...
I miss you. 6 more days. An eternity. After that . . . who knows...
Sunday, 12 July 2009
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I have lived with shackles for so long that the thought of removing them is cause for consternation. Funny, how you can get used to the most inconvenient of bondages. Removing them would allow my growth as a person, but with the growth comes new responsibilities… Maybe it is time to grow up – just a little.
